Ramblings

So things are going well...

I'm taking a break from not doing my assignment... Procrastination is a full time job (I'll explain later)

ah ha ha I'm so witty

Nothing of significance has happened since choir tour... Some sleeping, some eating, a trip to the piercing shop...

I didn't get anything done, but I did book my appointment for a consultaion re: the tattoo I'm planning on getting...

It's gonna be hot, and I'll post pictures as soon as I end up getting it... I would post pics now if I could, but it's gonna be a custom piece... So you'll have to wait... Yay waiting!!!

My job is getting more and more fun each passing day. No one is being entirely annoying, which is good... I suppose... A little more stress in my life would be appreciated... Meh...

I'd like to think that I'm making a difference in the lives of many, and perhaps I am. But I feel I'm being far too good on the friend aspect, and not a very good at the role model aspect... I mean, it's not like I do drugs or come home smashed (I have yet to have more than a few drinks on nights out), but I haven't been too good on the christian aspect of things...

I get little to no invites for any of the 'christian' events on campus... well, thats for the ones I would prefer to attend... Usually I get a comment like "how come you weren't there?"

"cuz I didnt know it was happeneing"

"oh... well... hmm..."

And then the events planned by people I can't stand are another thing... Not that he's doing too much this year, as he has a different role... But even his attendence is more than enough to deter me from attending...

So general teen angst time... No one here knows me... This applies to pretty much every aspect of my life... Assides from the fact I like boardgames, architecture, videogames, dark humour, and that i come from a colourful family, with colourful stories, and that I have trouble sleeping (and other things you learn by observing daily life); what can any person tell me?

Not a thing, I would think...

One of the dorm guys came close, when he went on a guessing session trying to figure out what makes me tick... Some of the conclusions he could draw were erie, but eventually led way off track...

Like I said, this is general teen angst stuff... Gotta cling to my youth before it's gone completely... I mean, I'd like to think I'm not a creepy adult yet... But its entirely possible...

Maybe I'm just tired... Who knows, it is quite late...

I dunno...

Oh well.. I suppose I'm done putting things off for now...

Good night